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THIS IS IT. this time i know it's for REAL. [Nov. 25th, 2007|05:11 am]
[where i be |bed]
[itunes |kanye west - stronger]

i've laid out my terms and conditions.

if it isn't complied with, then i am ready for it to end so that i can maintain my sanity.

harder, better, faster, stronger
- tim
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2007|10:41 am]
[where i be |living room floor]
[i'm feeling | schizo]
[itunes |shareefa (ft. ludacris) - i need a boss]

i'm having a great time this summer, due to no life and wonderland constantly.
i love the way things are going this time around. it seems all so easy. no pressures, no demands. it's all comfortable. i don't even know what i'm talking about. there's not even a real relationship to be talking about. i believe it is my interaction with people in general. some people more than others. there's a few people i LOVE talking to and that i get along with very well.

well, there's the few i do the outright flirting with, because it's fun and keeping them on their toes (eww feet) is what i like to do. as well as keeping them guessing. (like.......... did he just say that? did he mean it.......? what does THAT mean!? omg. i don't know!) LOL. where is this all going? i don't know.

i have my eye on a few. i'm communicating with a few. oh, what to do?
but i've been a good boy, like i always am. =)

this was just confusing.... to everyone, including me.
- tim
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darker-overworked-making money................. and loving it. [May. 25th, 2007|12:55 pm]
[where i be |on my bed]
[itunes |beyonce ft. jay-z - upgrade u]

well i know i was supposed to do this a few days ago however, i've been really busy with work and close to no sleep. so livejournal isn't my first priority once i get home. i'm sure you all can understand that one.

so since i've updated last, work @ wonderland has become a little more intense and i feel like i've been living there so much more than i have in past years. but i don't complain about it too much because it is a place i really like to be and when i'm not having fun, i'm ususally doing/experiencing something that will make for a good story/bitch session about later. =D

my personal life is just a tag-a-long to work right now. (meaning that since i work so much, i don't really have a personal life.) i had been going out on a few dates with suki last month and things were good, however, we just weren't able to see each other as much and we kind of lost touch for about a week or two. i don't know where things stand between us right now. however, i think i did this one right and tried the dating for a while before engaging in something overly comitted. i'm not ready for any type of relationship right now. there is just too much work to put into one, and after the past relationships that i've been through over the past year or so, i think i just need a well deserved break.

i've found that spot where i need to be right now. alone, composed on my own, friends to hang out with, my trusty tv shows, & good night of partying ever so often. =D red bay was a good time of just pure sheer fun for me. (red bay is a yearly trip made by the rides leads & supervisors @ wonderland) drinking, getting to know each other, and escaping the city.

more to come. need to head to work now. lol
- tim
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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2007|07:29 am]
expect an update soontimes.

definitely tonight.
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continuation from my last post [Mar. 28th, 2007|01:22 pm]
[where i be |living room couch]
[i'm feeling | anxious]
[itunes |daughtry - home]

well, i just saw the video for the nelly furtado song, and it got to me, not that the visuals directly connected to the words of the song.

however, my thoughts on the whole song issue is that it's stupid. because the seemingly lingering question of the song is 'why do all good things come to an end?' and obviously if they weren't good that is why it ended. sometimes when you're on the other end of things and don't really see why things ended, and it may seem like things are 'good', when you take the time apart, you realize that it is better off this way because you see all of those things that would have otherwise clouded your judgement while you were in it.


all in all, i'm happy now. i'm having fun with the 'dates', 'hang out sessions', 'movie outings' i've been going on lately. whatever it may lead to, good or bad, i'm having a great time right now. and i couldn't ask for anything more. wonderland is almost back in full kilt, and i've met a lot of cool people already. and strengthened some friendships in that process. =)

SUMMERTIME!
- tim
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